Starting Over

I deleted all previous posts and decided to start over. It didn't feel like reality. Didn't feel like me.
Truth is in Aug of 2009, I was singing a song called Change My Heart O God and while I was out walking this morning I was singing this song again. I have been singing this song for over 2 years now. I have a feeling this will be the song of my heart for a long time.

Love, Love, Love

Love God

Love Others

Seems like these two things would be fairly easy to do, but SELF gets in the way.

SELF Loves
Peace
Quiet
Comfort
Ease
Happiness
Clean
Organization
Obedient Children
Respect
and on and on and on

Parenting is hard.  Marriage is hard.  Adoption is hard.

But, people are worth hard.  My God is worth hard.